this week is so...

irritating. i hella just didn't want to go to school the whole week. i'm just so mad because of family things and school, on top of that. i really wish i could look forward to the holidays. it just sucks how kuya mark and them aren't hosting a party, meaning no secret santa this year. it just makes me sad. i've been looking forward to this time of the year, but i'm just... dissatisfied. ugh, i'm going to cry this christmas.

i didn't ask for anything this christmas, either. all i asked for is my drivers education, permit, and behind-the-wheel training. money is getting tight, since we're in a recession and family in the philippines depends on us quite often. i know christmas isn't always about getting presents, but it's nice to look forward to something. it's okay though. once i get my car next year, i'll be happy i waited. (i hope.)

this past week i've been fundraising and staying late with stella at school. stressing about tests and that damn book report for farley. D: i want to finish my book this weekend. i'm probably gonna stop by stoneridge this weekend. new headphones probably? and maybe something from h&m; idk. i'll see.

anyways, i guess i'll go now. i'll blog later or somethin'.